Julian and Emily

I am so used to having babies that having two walking talking three year olds is quite a change. When my on tells me to calm down when I am rushing him or my daughter rolls her eyes at me when she doesn't like some thing I have said I do not know whether to laugh or to frown.

My kids have recently started going to day care. They cry so much when I drop them off, but when I pick them up they do not want to come home with me. Today was the first day Emily did not cry. She just game me a kiss and that was it. But my little Julian broke my heart again. I feel like I am getting softer and softer, weaker and weaker. I used to let them cry but now I feel so bad for them. I realize that  letting them cry is good for them but in the moment it is so hard.