Two two year olds. Wow time flies by. They are so big and so destructive. Everyday passes so fast and yet so slow. I'm in limbo now staying with my sister while I try to get my own place. I watch each hour waiting for the next one. Wake up and feed the kids, wait until nap time. 3 hours left, 2 hours left, an hour, 30 minutes, ef it they can go 15 minutes early. Then a bit of freedom as I count again. 2 hours of solitudes left, 1 hour, 30 minutes. Panic sets in knowing its almost over. Then they come lunch time. Then another count down. 4 hours till dinner, 3 hours, 2 hours, 1 hour got to start preparing. Cook and they eat. Then brush and bath. Night time putting to sleep ritual. Then a couple hours of solitudes where I eat and try to stretch the night out. Then its to bed that I share with two two year olds. Get to do the same exact thing tomorrow.
Some days are different. We go grocery shopping once a week or so. That's nice. There are other high points too. When my kids give me monster hugs, or the do some silly thing that I can't help laughing at.
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